August 20, 2010
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KRANKY!
Good lord, I am so cranky today I can’t even spell it properly.
I have a meeting in a few days and I am getting fired up about it. The meeting is about me. Well not me specifically but something great that I am a part of. Someone is trying to crush us. The sad part is that, we didn’t do anything wrong. ZERO and can prove it. I however don’t have unlimited resources and my opponent does. This is the point where I am starting to question if the facts actually matter in any potential legal case. All that I can do is to continue to gather data and hope that a lawyer spontaneously understandings several engineering concepts and reverses his position entirely?
Cranky.
I had plenty of things to do today so I didn’t spend all day focusing on this but it was present in the back of my mind. Enough so that every little thing bothered me. I realized when I woke up that in ordered to make my meeting Saturday morning in Columbus, GA I would have to board my dogs this evening as the boarding facility won’t be open when I leave my house at 5:30. I HATE going to bed in my house without my dogs. Mark is out of town so he can’t come by to let my little ones out and I can’t leave them crated from 5:30 am until 4 pm. That started me in this POS mood.
My contractor sent me photos of what the tile in my bathroom will look like. It is stunning. I didn’t even get all thrilled about that. Definatley KRANKY.
My knee still hurts. My thyroid levels are back to normal and I am still healing with the adrenal issues but for some reason, I still have joint pain in my right knee. This measn at yoga I can’t do all the postures. Instead of simply skipping them and resting during those moments, today I decided that I am going to get mad at my knee. Yea, that accomplishes a LOT. I was so tight and wound up during Bikram that I could hardly do 50% of my normal levels. Thus more frustration, no zen yoga moments and the CRANKY is still on, full steam.
I know that it is illogical to worry about what is completely uncertain but I am doing it any way. I think that I am making a strong argument for learning to let go. Chocolate didn’t even make a dent today. Thank God we start over tomorrow. Time for me to rest and wake refreshed and in a better mood.
